Noticeably, I've been doing hardly any art recently. Slightly because I'm busy and procrastinating from stuff I need to do, though art used to be one of my tools of procrastination... I've been doing art coursework for school, but it's literally draining me, being told what to do and when to do it makes me feel real restricted, and I can't do what I want to do. As a result of this, I've started procrastinating from art, which is really shitty. Now whenever I draw I can't help but criticise it the way I used to, but x100. Some connection in my head has come loose and now I'm stir crazy for perfection in my art, which is really dumb. With those two factors together, I've not been thinking about drawing or what I could draw; I haven't been visionising or creating. Just working or managing my time avoiding working very badly and inefficiently. I just wanna draw and get my creative juices flowing again, rather than copying stuff that I don't give a shit about, and that I'm only doing for the sake of getting it over and done with. I used to love drawing, now it feels like a chore. Art is smart helped get me creative again, and I really enjoyed drawing my entry (I'll  upload a photo of it). I wanna go back to being an artsy lunatic again. I miss it.